so much has transpired, i feel weary. love is getting stronger, and the weather is gradually getting colder. i have missed the winter so badly, and i am happy to see her joyous return. yet still, i am anxious. (i am always anxious, that is.)

either way, i have uploaded two more pieces on this day. i feel sorry that i have not done my job in updating often, but to jacob (if you read this) i did it primarily for you. more to come, and i wish to show you the things this heart dreams of. ships and moons and planets...i am content. i miss my friends. i miss my King the most, for she has left me here to fight off these torturous thoughts alone. regardless, i have fallen so deeply in love, there is no turning back - though, i would never even wish to. school is an ever present reality, and work takes up much time. however, i have made many new friends. i love children, you know. they seem to overestimate everything...which i find simply charming.

and it seems that i've barely had time for myself. i've been ill, and today was the only day i haven't been out and about. it's nice, but i do miss my love. i miss her with every inch of my heart. and now i fear it's time to sleep; these eyes of mine are heavy with the burden of school. i will be back, though, with more art!

with love,
Queen